pEn iT dOwN : May 2014

Sunday, 11 May 2014

My GaNg Of FrEnZ

When i joined hostel ,
everything seemed new n exciting..
and i was interviewed by my roomies ,
till 4 o'clock of morning..!! :D
 
 
Richa and Kavneet,,
both so sweet..
we lived like sisters ,
3 roomies who were ready to spread their wings..
we enjoyed a lot..
and fought everyday for small things.. :P
 
 
when Richa came to college,
she used to say..
"main to yaha papa ka sapna poora krne ai hu..''
n me n kavneet giggled..
coz we knew she is gonna change..;)
 
 
we have a beautician in our group of friends..
''Fite Haal'' she says,before every sentence.. :D
Neha Kajla is her name,
and her beauty tips are gaining fame.. ;)
 
 
And then i found a friend so Fun loving,
Pearl Goyal,who enjoys everything..
Damn,we bunked so many classes,
and still tried to look studious,
by wearing glasses.. :D
 
 
we rushed to canteen after every lecture,
just to have a "gehri"
and got caught many times
and our good impression was fractured..!! :P
 
 
and we have a sumo wrestler,
Prabhjot is her name..
dont take ''panga''
as being punched by her is now a game.. :p
 
 
her roomie Navdeep Hara is beaten when she creates a fuss,
and still you can see them together..
enjoying maggi n cold drink
in  the hostel mess.. :P
 
 
''Kameeni kutiya'' are the adorable words 
 we use for each other.. :D
 we love,
 we share,
 we help,
 and care for one another.......... :)))))))))

Daddy's Princess

when i came into this world, 
i was embraced by my parents
and was lying
in my mom's lap curled

they were very happy
as i was theiir first child
they were thanking the almighty, 
looked at me n smiled

small girls like
playing with dolls
but i loved playing cricket
with my dad n bros

when i joined school
mom packed my tiffin
with nutritious vegetables and rotis
and you would fill my pockets
with chocolates and toffees 

when i was a child, 
i used to say it loud
i will become a doctor
n will make u proud! 

when your friend told u once
that spending so much money on a girl is useless
u said it boldly.
that i love her as much as my son
and she is my princess.

whenever i fell ill, 
you had sleepless nights
you would hug me tight
and took me to the doctor
in the middle of nights.

when i tried n failed
you were the only one to hold my hand
to say
you will leave 
everybody behind.
i trust you, 
and i am proud of you, 
my child.

now the time has changed
n so the dreams
when someone calls me doctor
i dont feel so glad
but what make me happy
is to see the shine
in the eyes of my dad! 

I dont think i have achieved much
i need a lot of time 
to make my dreams come true, 
but i cant wait to say
PAPA, , I LOVE YOU, , 
AND I AM PROUD OF YOU! :)

I wish i was strong

Everybody says
I m strong.
but is it really so? 

I still remember the day
when my grandma was taking her last breath
i saw everybody crying around me
i held my tears
just to wish that she will b fine
but someone said something
that left me moron.
she said u don't have feelings
n u have a heart of stone! 

Nobody knew
how much i cried silently
how much i loved her deeply
and countless sleepless nights
Everybody says one thing.
U r so strong, 
coz u never cry! 

And then came the time
when my brother had to go
far away from me 
to make his carrier.
this was like a dream which was scarier.
i wanted to tell him
i cant let u go
coz i love u the most.
which u'll never know.

whenever i eat Maggie, 
i remember those times
when he would force me into kitchen
in the middle of night
to make Maggie n get something to eat
n company him with a movie
which was so sweet.

whenever i drive activa
i feel tears rolling down
and my heart pounding
to feel the empty seat behind
and silence all around.

what happened is question
asked by friends
and i answer the same.
it is coz of discomfort
caused by lens! 

I feel so lonely
even in group of friends.
but i always try to keep a smile on my face
which has now become a trend.
coz nobody likes sad faces
everybody is busy in their own races.

i don't want sympathy
i don't wanna complain.
i just want someone to hold my hand
and look into my eyes whenever m sad
to smile and say
cheer up stupid
i know you are lying
don't show me ur fake smile
coz i know, from inside u r crying!

A letter to mother from daughter

Dear mom,

as mother's day is coming,I have finally decided to write for you..sorry mom for the delay..you have told me about hundred times to write for you,,but I couldn’t,,because i knew it would be emotional one and you would be reading it with eyes full of tears..and you know mummy,,I cant see you crying….

First of all..Happy mother's day..You are the most adorable,caring,cute mother in the world,,as well as my best friend..I am so happy to see that you are much more excited for mother's day than your birthday!! :)

I really feel short of words when I think about writing for you..

You have taught me to write..to walk..to talk..good things,,bad things..everything!!

When people say I look like you,,that I am your copy..i feel so good mom..i feel so proud..I want to be YOU..!!

You have always taken care of me n loved me unconditionally from day 1..no matter how much I bothered you..!!

But mom..i really didn’t realized it till I left home for studies n came to hostel..

I used to get irritated when you would rush after me with plate full of fruits..for breakfast..for milk..you would always scold me "khana jaldi kha le ni to thanda ho jayega..'' ..i didn’t realized how big are these things till I came to hostel..

I remember..i was a complete mess when I was on my own..for so many days I went to college wearing dirty apron,,unpressed clothes..dirty footwears..

I missed my breakfast uncountable times as I was always late..

There was no one here who was rushing after me with plate of food or glass of milk..worrying that I will be hungry..

For many nights I slept hungry because I didn’t like hostel food...

Slowly I realized..that i have to eat on my own,,whether its tasty or not..otherwise I have to suffer…!!

That was really hard mom..i missed u so much at all those times…

During my exams..there was no one in hostel to care for me..

no one to look after me the way you do whenever I was sick..

Then I realized..i have to do it on my own,,otherwise I will suffer..!!

I have lots of friends,,but you know mom..how can anybody else feel my pain like you do…...!!

I was really broke when you n dad would cry whenever I would leave for hostel..till now..!! i can see tears in your eyes..but I never shed a tear..it doesn't mean I don’t get sad..I just trying to be strong in front of you! Because I don’t want to see you cry..

Sorry mom for the times when I scold you and get hyper whenever I hear about even a small health problem you or dad have..Its not that I exaggerate everything.. Its just I can't see you getting older and weak.. Please take care of yourself and dad,,like you take care of me n varun.. I'll be more than happy and relaxed…

I know you n dad are very happy as I am about to come back home from hostel..i am very happy too mom..

But sometimes when I look around..my friends are getting married..and it makes me think..will I be able to spend a lot of time with you now??

Will I be getting the same love and care from inlaws after marriage,,like you,dad n varun do…..??!!

I know you must be crying by now mom..i am really sorry…

I can't write more..I am in tears too..

I just want you to know I love you a lot..and I want to spend a lot of time with you now,,because I really miss you and dad a lot…!!!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOM..WISH YOU GOOD HEALTH AND LOTTS OF HAPPINESS…

from love-

your daughter