Friday, 24 January 2014

InTeRnShIp D!arY..PART-2

7 months of internship have passed..having lots of fun..so many parties..lazy mornings..waking up till late nights..making maggie in middle of night…

Oops..lemme start from mornings…
The best n fuzzy part..!!
I have really tough mornings u kno.. :P

Every morning when I find it difficult to wake up,I promise myself on bed that I will surely go to bed early from today..AND..I break this promise everyday!! :D

Then comes the race..When I wake up, I am already late for college…!waking up itself is not easy..I get up from bed only when my roomies are tired of calling my name..TEENA MAM UTHH JAOOO..LATE HO GYE…!! :P
And my mobile is tired of getting snoozed every 5 minutes till I swash away half of its battery!!

Typical me..opening my one eye when the alarm rings..half asleep lying cozy in my quilt..taking my hand out of my quilt n snoozing my alarm again n again…!! :D :D

Pheww… 9 am is soooo early to get ready..!!!! Isnt it guys..?

And the struggle isn't over yet..!! Then I have to rush with my eyes half closed..rush to almirah to take out the first piece of my clothes that come to my hand..
Then running here n there in room to search for things..
Yes..i mean SEARCHING FOR THINGS..! My room ..(part which is mine) is sooo messyyy!! :p

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I look at clock every 5 minutes watching myself getting late n speeding up..!!
Its already 9 when I am half ready!! Lool…
Quickly half combing my hair..wearing odd combos of clothes n footwears,I rush towards office for attendance with my swollen ZOMBIE EYES n messed up hair…!! :D

Everyday I get scolded (most of us gets scolded) for getting late..got punished by half days..but we are INTERNS! We don’t mind getting scolded now..we are so much used to it…!! :D

Ahh..i don’t think I need to exercise now..I do much of the exertion n running part in morning..i think its enoughhhh……!!!!!

Internship Diary….Part-1

Many of us has started with the golden period..INTERNSHIP..
So guys..how are you feeling to be a doctor? Great feeling,isnt it?
                                      After studying a lot in final year, all of us are in a full mood to relax and enjoy..
Everybody is on cloud nine..
Well, I can say that its enjoyment starts in the very beginning of day, when girls spend time to apply their favourite eyeliners, nail paints ..and boys..they spend ample amount of time standing in front of mirror setting their new hairstyles..! Fresh feeling of becoming a doctor,eh? ;) Then getting late for departments everydays and running for attendance in office.. :D

And the best part..when all of us sit in groups with our friends in their departments,, playing games, gossiping and making plans for outings and movies..! .But only few plans are turned into actions.. :D well,,that’s a different story.. :P

Almost in every department, one corner of it is turned  into KIDS SECTION, having all the games like luddo,cards,UNO,Chess,etc.. :D My favourite cards game is BLUFF, and I am going to become a BLUFFMASTER soon… :D

Most of the students..Oops..i mean interns..are enjoying their departments.. :) I am posted in Oral Surgery department.. Enjoying extractions..I did just one tough extraction today, and ended up having cramps in both my arms..See..how lazy I have become in these holidays!! :D

O yes..I make many plans for exercise and evening walks too..but how can I miss my serials! These are our main topic of gossiping apart from departments.. :P  All girls stuff..hehehe ;)

Feeling great to see my friends enjoying after a long time..Otherwise I had seen all of u running for patient quotas, practical work, grades, tests,,and much more..
Keep it up guys..enjoy this period as much as you can…. Am sure we all will be having lots of wonderful memories in this year.. :) :)

Am getting late for my dinner..gotta go now.. Am having a big ' TO DO LIST ' for this weekend………
And most important..My arms need rest..!! LOL LOL LOL :D

Thursday, 23 January 2014

Just ChillAxx..Be Happiiee

Sumtimes in lyf v feel so blue,
bt sum1 sumwere is nt happy as u.



Sumwere far at d border wen a soldier sleeps,
misin his loved 1s he silently weeps.



Sumwere a mother painfully sighs,
coz her new born baby didnt open his eyes.



Sumwere a poor dad silently cries,
wen he sees his son begging 4 a bowl of rice.



Somewhere in an orphnage a litle gal is sad,
when she mises her mom nd dad.



So at times a reasn to smile you may not have any,
say to yourself that you are happier than many.


'Cause life is beautiful and its not always blue,
and someone somewhere is not as happy as you'........

Complaints....

When i was a child,
i used to complain..
about so much noise in the house
caused by so many family members,
about the guests,
arriving after every couple of days..
and i considered it pain..

i complained about my friends..
who would call me
 in d middle of nights, ,
 n used to talk for hours..

they would finish all the balance,
and disturbed my sleep
which i didnt like at all
and i complained and weeped..

I didnt like my friends,
 who guided me to different way..
which they considered right, 
and i told them i wanted space by anyways..

i prayed to god to finish all this, ,
and wished for lil more silence and space
where i should be alone,
and no one to disturb.
and i considered it a bliss..

but when my wish came true,
all i was left with..
silence and darkness.
where i was left with nobody around me
to love and caress..


i have balance, 
but no one to talk for hours..
i have money,
but no one to spend with..


they have given me the so called ''space''
and i am left with nothing but
loneliness
i wish i get everything back again..
and now,
m complaining again!


now i wish
that things wouldnt have changed..
please somebody bring that old time back, 
and i promise, 
i wont complaint again !!!!

Wednesday, 22 January 2014

Searching myself..

Here i am back to writing..sitting in the middle of the night..Thinking about all the changes that are going to happen...
Yes changes..college life is going to end..When i think of everything,it comes as a flashback of memories n memories..!!
I feel lost..entangled in mixed emotions of happiness,excitement and sadness..! A girl next door who has lots of dreams,,,out of which few are accomplished and many more yet to come....
Many dreams broken..Hearth broken..Friends made..friends lost...
Miss them all....

Sometimes I am very much scared n sad coz of changes,,n sometimes excited..

I know many of you will be going through the same..

Just standing in the middle of road,,diverging into many paths..thinking about which  to take........

reminding the lines by Robert Frost:

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth; ......................